I have changed so much

Who am I? I don't know. I have changed so much, and now I can realize who I really am. I change every day, every little second. I think everybody is like this.
I look at the mirror and I can not recognize my face. Is it normal? I have changed so much.
The way I talk, the way I think, the way I write. All have changed so much. But I know, I still being who I was, but with little (little?) differences. This is the life, always changing.

Working Hard?

The year is comming to an end! Oh my God! I couldn't see it happen, did you? If time was running, now it is flying. All end of year I feel tired and I really want to stay at home watching Tv or sleeping? And you? Are you working hard or are you staying at home?
I am not working hard, but I am not ate home (I would like it!). I need to wake up early every day to go to school, but there I chat with my friends, sleep ate the classroom, I don't care if I have to study. Ok, I am not always like this, that's because I am very tired. I need vacations, and I want more weekend.
I'm not saying that go to school every day is a hell, I like it. But sometimes it is boring. Do examns, and a lot of homework. But what can I do? I just have to accept. It isn't too bad. The end is comming to an end, so I can relax a little. Are you working hard, or are you staying at home watching Tv?

What are you playing?

When I am alone or when I don't have anything to do (rarely) I like to play games. And you? I can spend hours and hours palying. I just play when I know I have a long time. Oh, I would like to play everyday, but I can't! I would like to don't have homework to do, to can sleep all morning long, to don't have tests to do. I want (need) vacations!
Are you s busy now? What are you playing now? A computer game, a love game or you are too busy to play?
Even you are too busy you can spend one day to play, relax or do whatever you want. Nobody needs to be busy, busy, busy no fun. Life is s enjoyable to be always busy.

I hate my birthdays.

Sometimes I wish I never grow up. Sometimes I want to be like this forever. But I know this is impossible. We need to grow up, we need to be bigger even this isn't what I really want.
Today I was thinking about my life. So good, so relax. But tomorrow won't be more like this. I must grow up and go to a new phase. Learn new things, live new things.
I know that I can't change it and even I be sadier each birthday, even I hate grow up, I know I need. I know I'll miss it, but there isn't another way to learn things if we don't grow up. I'm a little sad because it, but I understand that this is life's aim. Accept.

No Futilities.

Do not be mislead by idiots things There is something else governs the world Not only in words will Do not cry for futility We’re supposed to be more than vanity

Not influence the nonsense there is something the world governing release is don’t be the primitive Please do not do how the falls come in your head
What futile people says is not true

stop worship and aspire the futility some people do not give value in what they has having everything is not synonymous with being happy there is something more I do not know what is

you are not satisfied because you haven’t arrived n where you should be but when you get there realize that everything is just an illusion

what is difficult is best
the taste of victory is more delicious difficulties put color to what was only sepia

Smile more.

What makes you smile? Maybe receive a praise, maybe eat an ice cream, may go out with friends or kiss the most handsome boy. But life isn't make just with it. We cry, we feel abandoned, without caring; When a popular boy criticizes you, when the boy you love do not mind you. But stronger things can happen to, like a important person die or get sick.
Some people says that the life is more sadness than happines. Really? Do you agree that hapiness is something inside you and you make your happiness? I know, is impossible laugh when someone dies. But nothing can make your sun do not shine more. Do not mind how long was the darkness, the light always appears in the end.
She was very sad beucause a person has criticaded she. And has got she in her weakness. She's wanted to cry, but a silly thing can not make her beautiful garden rot. She is more than silly and unhappy things.
Think about it. Make how the good things have more weight than the bad, and you will see how you can smile more. It is simple. One gray cloud can not hide your blue sky.

Introduction.

She woke up as the sun would not shine more, as the life was a stupid ehing that happens in vain, as the hope was a silly word witch is in our head without sense.
But even her dreams was failled and no viable wishes she had persistence and power. She felt miserable, but she was not. Only was not enjoying the life. All was in vain, so banal, she lived in illusion, she wanted the beauty, she wanted the popularity, she wanted to be more than her, she lived in vanity. She still lives.
She wanted to be more than a person. More than a lost person in the world. She looked in the mirror and thank that she could be more than she was. She only looked inside her one time. And at this day she saw who she was. Without masks. If she won in life one day, was because it.
Now she knows, don't mind how strong is the rain, the sun always sines after.