I hate my birthdays.

Sometimes I wish I never grow up. Sometimes I want to be like this forever. But I know this is impossible. We need to grow up, we need to be bigger even this isn't what I really want.
Today I was thinking about my life. So good, so relax. But tomorrow won't be more like this. I must grow up and go to a new phase. Learn new things, live new things.
I know that I can't change it and even I be sadier each birthday, even I hate grow up, I know I need. I know I'll miss it, but there isn't another way to learn things if we don't grow up. I'm a little sad because it, but I understand that this is life's aim. Accept.